MY TALK ON FORGIVENESS
NER SHALOM
FRIDAY SEPTEMBER 25, 2020
Opening quote: The stupid neither forgive, nor forget, the naïve forgive and forget, the wise forgive but never forget – Thomas Szasz
· Why I am doing this: My own lessons in forgiveness – my family and forgiveness
· My work in prisons for 23 years – Elmira, SQ, Folsom, Mule Creek, Solano, Sacramento
· The men I have met and how they do not first forgive themselves and blame others – “catching a case”
· The process of forgiving themselves for what they have done
· My recent work with victims and offenders
o Murderer and the mother of the victim
o Sexual abuser and the step daughter he abused
o Victim of kidnapping
· The case I want to tell you about
o Background – 20 years in prison
o Knew each other previously
o Who they each were now
o The exact details of the dialogue
o My feeling of being present in a remarkable experience: humility and deep compassion – saw that I needed to forgive those who have hurt me
· The process of healing – Robert Enright
§ Know what forgiveness is and why it matters – showing mercy to those who have hurt us –helps us feel better about ourselves by doing such a difficult thing
§ Become “forgivingly fit” –make a commitment to do no harm to others – not speaking disparagingly about others; showing love in small ways
§ Address your inner pain – how have others hurt you – do you feel anxiety, anger, depression? Figure out what lead to that in the experiences of your life
§ Develop a forgiving mind through empathy – figure out what pain and suffering lead that person to harm you. Walk in their shoes for awhile to see who they are inside
§ Find meaning in your suffering – what has it taught you, how have you grown as a result of the pain
§ When forgiveness is hard, call upon other strengths – forgiveness takes lots of time, surround yourself with others who can help you deal with the suffering and call in your resilience and courage
§ Forgive yourself – honor that we are all imperfect and after you self-forgive you can begin to understand and forgive others
§ Develop a forgiving heart – open your heart to who hurt you and begin to love them – example of cop and perpetrator in VOD
Final quotes
o To forgive is to set a prisoner free and discover that the prisoner was you – Lewis Smedes
o The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is an attribute of the strong –Mahatma Gandhi